Selfish Feelings!

See the clown face? That's how I am feeling right now. I am feeling sad and forlorn. It have been four days where hubby was on office hours shift. Everyday, for the past four days @ 4.30pm sharp, we both will be greeted by smiles and happiness. I'm smiling ever so happily as he's home after missing him for the past seven hours. While, he's happy to be coming home to his wife and two little sons. But..*takes out a long deep sigh* today.. Darn! This morning, after seeing him off at the door, kiss his hand, we kissed, hugged, reminding each other to take care and bidding our goodbyes, followed by him entering the lift and dissapeared, I felt this hard big punch in my heart. I felt truly sad as he's back to the normal shifts. I am going to miss him to an extended six more hours. He will only be home after 9pm tonight. *Shucks* If only I am granted with a wish, I'll wish, that I will take the place of genie in the classic comedy of genie. I can then turn myself into an alive figurine, snugged into hubby's pocket and be with him wherever he is, excluding his leisure toilet time..hehehe.. But then again, distance makes the hearts grow fonder. And it is life! Argh! He's out there to earn a honest and modest living to provide for his family. Therefore, I should not be the little selfish ones. Well I guess, I have to withstand these sad and missing my bunny feelings and wait patiently for his arrival home tonight. Still, I just can't help it that I'm missing and longing for him so dearly right now........ Hubby, I know you will be reading this, so please hurry home, ok? I would like to asphyxiate you with my hugs. I miss you dear and take care darling. *blow kisses to Dearest Hubby Bunny* To this, Ya ALLAH, please protect and shield my dearest hubby from any mishaps and misfortunes.