Its the holy month of ramadhan..
The most joyful month for us. A month of ours.
This ramadhan, i was given the opportunity of opening up a small stall in bazaar Geylang.
A stepping stone for me of which i garnered a whole tastefully of sweet and bitter to sour experiences.
Climbing up the ladder then having a fall, slightly bruised, picked up the pieces, then embraced myself from the fall. The nature of a newly start-up business.
Ingredients of tears, smiles, laughters and love, all mixed up to give myself the flavour of taste of being a business woman. Friendships that i learned to treasure wholeheartedly, a friendship that breaks my heart so inner deep, the motivations, the courage given by these few lots have made me savour the pleasure meanings of life and human nature.
There was an incident that hurt me truly deep, i was angered by it. It was deduced to hurtful acts and curt remarks. I thought i could never forgive but what good will it bring me? I, dissuade myself from such a rash action of staying hating and angry for long. "You may have an emotional range of a teaspoon but that does not mean i do too". Things happen for a mere reason. ALLAH may have planned something much more meaningful for me and true as it is, HE did.
I forgive with all my heart but the scar will be vividly there.
During those tenebrous moments in my wake, my family especially Hubby and dearest Parents was there to give me the strength to carry on. I appreciate it all. Nothing can ever repay the love and the support that was given to me. I can only love all of you more each day and be glad that all of you exists in my life.
Friends like TRINA (especially) & her hub, Faizal, INA(crab) & her hub, Mimi(my very close buddy) have been the greatest gift apart from my family. Thank you all of you for what you have done for me. Saving me from the "fall". Always there and constantly giving me all that i needed.
Sombre entry it is. It is an entry to disseminate the feeling that i have been burying deep in the abyss of my heart and laid etched in the corner of my mind. I need to let it out! Had To..
Both the appreciation and the hurtful feelings of mine.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
My little runway of deeper life experiences.
Its the holy month of ramadhan..
The most joyful month for us. A month of ours.
This ramadhan, i was given the opportunity of opening up a small stall in bazaar Geylang.
A stepping stone for me of which i garnered a whole tastefully of sweet and bitter to sour experiences.
Climbing up the ladder then having a fall, slightly bruised, picked up the pieces, then embraced myself from the fall. The nature of a newly start-up business.
Ingredients of tears, smiles, laughters and love, all mixed up to give myself the flavour of taste of being a business woman. Friendships that i learned to treasure wholeheartedly, a friendship that breaks my heart so inner deep, the motivations, the courage given by these few lots have made me savour the pleasure meanings of life and human nature.
There was an incident that hurt me truly deep, i was angered by it. It was deduced to hurtful acts and curt remarks. I thought i could never forgive but what good will it bring me? I, dissuade myself from such a rash action of staying hating and angry for long. "You may have an emotional range of a teaspoon but that does not mean i do too". Things happen for a mere reason. ALLAH may have planned something much more meaningful for me and true as it is, HE did.
I forgive with all my heart but the scar will be vividly there.
During those tenebrous moments in my wake, my family especially Hubby and dearest Parents was there to give me the strength to carry on. I appreciate it all. Nothing can ever repay the love and the support that was given to me. I can only love all of you more each day and be glad that all of you exists in my life.
Friends like TRINA (especially) & her hub, Faizal, INA(crab) & her hub, Mimi(my very close buddy) have been the greatest gift apart from my family. Thank you all of you for what you have done for me. Saving me from the "fall". Always there and constantly giving me all that i needed.
Sombre entry it is. It is an entry to disseminate the feeling that i have been burying deep in the abyss of my heart and laid etched in the corner of my mind. I need to let it out! Had To..
Both the appreciation and the hurtful feelings of mine.
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