I so LOATHE the feeling..

Sometimes I feel hot.. & At times I feel cold.. Due to this, I kept on, Putting on a pair of socks, wearing my sweater, wrap myself in my thickest blanket, snugged into the warm bed, off the fan and lay down to rest but eventually.. As my body reaches to its set-point, I will be sweating profusely and am almost drenched in my sweats.. Afterwhich, I will pull off my sock, took off my sweater, get off the warm bed and turned on the fan plus blasting off the super cool air-conditioner.. The cycle goes on & on.. I hate going to the doctors seeking medical attentions & I hate taking medicine but I hate going to the doctor's much more.. Therefore, I treat myself with fever-reducing and with other symptom-relieving medicine. And I am still blowing hot & cold.. I am so restless, I feel as if I have a set of concrete blocks on my head. Fidgeting, face looked terrible, hair in a mess, muscle aches.. I get grumpy, I smell like a stale fish, I can't sleep and I am so NOT IN A MOOD..arggghhh... Everything is just so wrong.. I hate, hate, hate being sick and listless.. IT IS THREE IN THE MORNING & here I am logging on to my online diary rambling angrily with eyes wide open. I have succeed in being a human owl.. The bouts of fever.. When will it be over?? Dear ALLAH, please make me feel better soon, as I have a handful amount of responsibilities at hand that requires my full amount of attention.. And so, the time have come to take another dosage of what supposed to be relieving me off the fever..heh!