A bad start of a new start.

I don't feel too good. Fever seems to never subsides. I could not sleep. Migraine attacks keep haunting, even after taking two blardy slabs of panadol. I was pondering about things in life. How and why it happened. It seems now that I know why it all have taken place. Be it in a gentle way or the harsher way of life greetings. I look at everything around me. All that life have in stored for me. My life itself, friends, my two sons, my parents, my family and my darling hubby. How much each and everything means to me. I did a whole lot of soul searching. I was given a better spectacle about everything around me. It then gave me something. It gave me what I need to know . It lead me to finding truths to a lot of things. With all that I have found, I embraced it. Both the painful experience and beautiful moments of life. Afterwhich, I told myself, time for a bit of change. For the better, of course! Okay!, let's do something. Enough of the silent moment already! Get up and get moving with life. Since it is 2 am on the clock, leaving with no other things that I could start with, there's only the PC that comes with the internet. Hmm.. What choice am I left with ? Hehe! So, I decided to take a drive down the net and find interesting things online. One way to help me waste my time as, I wait for morning to greet me and then looking forward to be seeing hubby. Home after a hard day or should I say night at work? It is never fun to start a brand new life without your loved ones. Haiz! However, instead of a cheery start, I stumbled upon these. From an email. Where it directs me to a very interesting yet not very interesting facts. Two very hateful blogs. Blogs that discriminate my very religion that I fall much in love and proud to be born with. He made us looking like clowns. A stupid one. His every words truly hurts me. But, he gave me a tickle too. On how shallow his brains are. Judging on our religion before at least taking a bit of his so free time to do all the research of why we do these and that. I can excuse him for saying about the race but throwing ugly sentences at my lovely religion? That's unacceptable! He is having a hell of a time laughing at us. Having fun making jokes on our beliefs. Damn you! Nevermind, here's the link. Read it for yourself. Blog 1 & Blog 2 Guess, I chose the wrong thing to do to start anew huh? Hmm.. Next time, leave the net alone. Do something else. Fishing maybe? Or catching butterflies? Whatever it is, not the internet. Period. And to these lame person, Get a life, give it a break. Never be too quick to judge just by looking or reading at it. Do your homework, ok? Then, get on with your thesis. Still, even after doing so and if you find them ugly, what right do you have throwing sharp knives at my religion? You hate it still give it some respect. Do you like it if anyone were to throw ugly words on your family? Argh! No point arguing to a no brainer. May god punish you and your ugly little heart! Hmph! To this, Ya ALLAH give us your strength and courage to go through life.