When Jealousy Strike...

Of all pain, there is a cure except for one. When death have come and it is time for your soul to be returned to the creator. Sadly, amongst the pain of all pains that cure can be found, there is one pain that could lead to loathe and forgetting one's identity of being a muslim and hurt another. And the pain that I am saying here is nothing more but JEALOUSY. Jealous of another's happiness. Jealous of another's life being blessed more than one's life. The most saddest part of it all, the MALAYS are well known to be envious and jealous of another Malay/Muslim's friend or family. Malays are familiar with killing its own Malay/Muslim brothers and sisters instead of being happy that his own race is earning it. Fitnahs seems to never waive from the corner of a typical Malay mind. When a Malay rise and blessed with the best of life, for ALLAH have chose it to be this way, another stood standing feeling that this person should not be the one having it all. This is when jealousy have strike and then, feeling of pure loathe that is unimaginable waved in and the next thing that comes through, to destroy that person's life. Fabricating endless tales. Making the dignity of that person to be lowered to extreme lowest. Forgetting that ALLAH have his reasons for his decision who and who should have more and who and who should have less. Forgetting that ALLAH's reasons are always fair and he is the best in making it. Forgetting the identity of being a Muslim. Losing faith against fate, the word qada and qadar, kun faya kun, forget that prayers are the only cure for poison of life. AND that ALLAH is the only one who can change the course of life. He has the key to its all. Forget that all you have to do is ask and patience are pure treasures. But to some, patience are limited. They led their selfishness drown them and be cast upon a bad spell. The evil spell of the whispers of SATAN. They turned their back against heaven and beliefs. They sparred no one and even themselves. They want to rule life. They want to have the powers. They want to destroy others since they can't have that another is having. Astarafirullah. What I am trying to say here is, either they do fitnah or worse, voo doo or otherwise known as black magic. Nauzubillah Min zalik. What is the point of prayers like hajat, tahajjud, isythiharah etc? what is the point of ALLAH trying to make us Muslim live easier by creating the holy AL-Quran. Creating Rasullullah saw, the prophets, the Imams, ustaz etc and having sunnahs. Allah loves us so much that he does everything to be sure that a Muslim will be walking the right paths, even if a good life and wealth are never meant for Muslims, as ALLAH is safekeeping it for the afterlife. ALLAH loves his hamba so much, but we tend to always forget. Forget his love for us. The lost is never HIS but us. The gain is not HIS but us. Subhanallah. The thing is, when they see a Malay with goodness in life, nothing else matters, nothing is taken into account. Tak kira bangsa sendiri, kawan or family. Busuk hati starts rippling in them. Fitnah sana sini. Not enough that we have been deeply condemned not only for our race and religion by another race and religion, this number of busuk hati, mata merah, hati kalbu( or however it is spelt and said) manusias, they have to start killing their own flesh and blood. Instead of helding their hands high up and recite syukur that a MALAY is rising and hopefully life stays that way for that Brother/Sister, they make life more than difficult. They curse and starts ripping other people's life apart. It is expensive to have a car in Singapore. The price of a car in Singapore can pay for a villa in some other parts of the world. A small unit of HDB, be it three rooms or four etc, can settle one for a big branded cars and a big house in some other parts of the world. And when a Malay owns a car, maybe a Mercedes or BMW, a good life, these people will start ranting fitnah. Jealous tak habis ah nie melayu. I even experineced it myself. Some one even said to another, entah betul ke tak LV dia tu. Haiz. And when I am paid with a good amount of MOOLAH, they say I am getting the benefits from producing babies and definitely not by what I earned after hours of slavery. Ya, don't you know that a baby of mine costs millions. Not in terms of Moolah, definitely. And the goverment is so generous to give me a package that I could set up a business, pay for the hospital bills, and even the properties. Wah! good ah.. If this is the case, I don't mind producing up to ten babies, as I will be blardy rich and not only me will gain, every other women too.Goverment pun boleh bankrupt. Everyone will be rich and all will sit at home and rot to be a tai tai. When nothing else to do, gossip around and starts telling tales. How thin some people mind works. If this goes around, MELAYU tak akan maju. Sampai bila pun! Haiz.. Well, like they say, mulut tempayan boleh tutup but nothing can for mulut manusia. Sad isn't it? But then again, this is what we call life. And life has its way of making one feel miserable and happy. Haiz.. Nauzubillah min zalik. Here is another example. Only this time black magic was included. A is someone who has a good life. Blessed with so much happiness, a handsome career, a bright future and the given the best family. Life is Good for A. A is someone who is optimistic and very positive at whatever events that comes knocking A down. No matter how bad life was for A, A can always brush it aside, pick up the pieces, stand up and walk life again. A can even forgive with all his heart even if someone cause him to fall. To A, only ALLAH should be given the power to punish, not him. SADLY, B. B is someone that well, life is good but then not as good and colourful like A. Life for B is mundane and having to always crosspath with nothing but hurdles after hurdles of life. Having to face obstacles that is very challenging and very tiring. That made B grew up with so much hatred and anger. Unfortunately B met A. B was a friend of A. They even used to be close. Shared a lot of things together. So much that A and B knows too much about one another. Somehow, knowing that A is having a good life, B have actually instilled the feeling of great jealousy and deep amount of envious for A. Overtime, something happened. (Well, nothing lasts forever. Be it good or bad.) They had a misunderstanding. The misunderstanding was great that B stores a whole amount of angst in him. Too much that B was terrified and fury was too great for B to handle. Then B could not bear the thoughts that A is bestowed with greatness of life. B could not accept that A is having the ball of time. B was furious and trying his best to what is only worth to B, to make A fall deeply in the gutters of shame and hurt that is so deep, that it could not stop bleeding. B not only do fitnah but stoop to the lowest. Lower than Iblis himself. He was just too mad and jealous of A that he went off, putting away his chances of the blissful life in heaven, and unaware that instead of making Satan and friends his servants, he is actually the one that is the servant to them. He garnered power. A very strong power. Made hell out of the beautiful life of A. Made sure that A suffered. B forgot one thing. In the midst of making A suffer, he made the whole family suffer. Ruin the lives of others around A. A had to go through immense heart breaks. A suffering that no one can bear. A mass breakdown. As for B, he is gloating. The ego was running very deep. He was playing god and was under the beliefs that he is god. He thought he has control over things and life of A. He was happy, so happy that life have changed for A. From better to extreme worse. While B was playing god, A did no such things of seeking vengeance. He did not retaliate. He just stood there endlessy praying. Instilled strength and ask for ALLAH for his protection against these evil doings. He even ask forgiveness not only for himself but B too. He even asked ALLAH to wake B up from his sleep and to go back to the right path. In fact, B lost. A have won. A have made himself even closer to ALLAH and B have broke his ties with ALLAH. He not only lost the chances of being in heaven, he will not even be able to smell the most wonderful smell of all, the smell of heaven that is. And B have to bear all the sins of A while A gained all the good deeds of B. A total lost. Major! Maybe B will not feel or realise this now. For he will be punished only when death have come. Definitely, he can't feel the pain now. He is basking under the the glory of inventing hell for A. A had lost so much. He suffered a lot and still is. B gained everything that he set himself to do against A. Nauzubillah Min Zalik. When this life drama took place, I could only ponder and sympathize with B and not A. I wonder why could he not stop for a minute and think. Why could he not see that life now is only a fantasy and the afterlife is the reality. The day we were born, some deceased. Time after time, years after years, the deceased remained buried and dead until we die, our generation died, so on and so forth, the deceased is still buried and dead. Doesn't that proof that life in this place called, earth is over and life after earth are for eternity? Doesn't that show a thing? What can I say? Not many think this way. All I know ALLAH is great and fair. He will not let us suffer to a point that we could not breathe. Nothing lasts forever. Every events have its turns. There are good days and bad days are never feasible to avoid. All is written. As for A, I will stood by A as a friend and help as much as I can. In terms of strength and motivations. I will insya ALLAH sedekah fatihah and say a little prayer for him in all my prayers. I am sharing a true life event with all of you. I hope by me imparting all, we could learn from others mistakes and avoid doing it ourselves, Insya ALLAH. Ya ALLAH, please protect me and everyone of us from the whispers of SATAN. Please guide us to the right paths and may we die in Islam, the way we were born in Islam. Please forgive us for our sins. Amin May Allah shows B mercy and lead him back from the darkness.